September 2008
10 posts
Whatsup
I visited the grocery store last evening. I went to the produce section and there was still a man over there stocking the fruit. I walked around the big displays of fruits curiously since I wasn’t sure what I was going to get yet. Apples were boring, bananas were getting repetitive, and the mangos were too expensive. The apricots were on sale, though. I walked over and saw one that I...
Sep 27th
Untitled. Friday, September 26 2008, 1:41am
I don’t want to wake up tomorrow, but I will. Unless I don’t, But how would I know if I didn’t? WIll the faithful only be able to answer?
Sep 26th
The Writings of Somebody Who Is Still Lost.
The offspring waited and waded under the shadows of the eucalyptus and patience. I drove past them, watching them as they paced around, bored and afraid. I hastened the pace of my shuttle; if I didn’t I would have been late. The screech of my ship echoed across the roads and plains and shops. The high pitched bellowing kept me awake as I crossed the highway. The twisting whiplash shaped...
Sep 26th
A Swarm
Though we try to regulate, the creatures will always swarm. I screamed as I felt the insects chewing away at my sinuses when they entered through my left nostril. Pretty soon, I couldn’t breathe and was slowly suffocating to death. I could feel their tiny little jaws bite furiously, ripping chunks out of my esophagus, tongue, and eyes. I was helpless, and the pain reminded me that I was...
Sep 22nd
Pancreas
I’m frolicking in the meadows of grass. Though now, I need to eat. So I eat.  And I get full,  though still, I continue to frolick. So I vomit.
Sep 16th
The birds wont sing anymore
As I sat on my folding wooden chair, I grabbed my right hand and pulled until I heard the clean satisfying snap of my wrist breaking. I felt the jolt of the bone dislocating from the socket surge through my right arm and watched my hand sway loosely as it hung low. I had already dug a ballpoint pen in my left eye socket and sliced a gash wide enough to put a grapefruit in on my left calf, but I...
Sep 11th
From Larva to Pupa.
Oh beauty. How you mock me ever so often.  As of today, I will be limited to how much I come in contact with you. As much as I’d like to admit to you that I enjoy your presence, I am shy and timid. Although you are ever so forgiving and kind, your presence dumbfounds me. Your genteel nature us constant and unbiased. How I wish I could stay with you forever, beauty. Unfortunately,...
Sep 7th
Status:
It’s like a blender has just been inserted into my stomach. It’s like whoever installed the blender, turned it on. It’s like trying to sift through your brain and you know what you want and know exactly where it is, but you don’t care enough to think about going and getting it; You just keep sifting.  I want to keep sifting until I get all the lumps out. I’ve been...
Sep 4th
It’s hard to progress. I am wading through the river of my existence. There is some sort of haze stopping me from going further. The pull is too great. I can feel it compressing my body. When I close my eyes, a portal tries to steal my matter. 
Sep 3rd
Bro
I shined a laser pointer in an SUV while the bro’s were driving away and one got pissed and threatened to beat me up.
Sep 1st